Here and now
In my headphones: Upsurt
In my wallet : 37 lvs
In my dreams: the croc hunter from Animal Planet, hunting some crocs that are hunting me
On my shelf: Da Vinci Code
By my side: 10 people to love-hate-love
In my mind: who is the bug and who is the windshield?
Down the street from my house: Kamenitza Bialo= $0.45, store open till midnight.
Next week: London, New York, Philly, State College, State College, State College …
I am in a mixed mood, feeling in one of these loops where all the right people are at the wrong places in the wrong times, or the wrong people are at the right places in the right time, or something else complicated like that. I really don’t want to leave Sofia, but I don’t really want to stay either because somewhere in what seems from here to be a parallel universe I have my parallel little life and I want both to merge, so I’ll never have to choose between them. The impossibility of this is obviously infinite.
This time, leaving takes a little more of me and I begin to wonder if one day I just I won’t have that little extra power to do it. For now, I need a good ride on my stationary bike to clear my head.