May 23, 2007

Filed under: Standard — at 12:17 am

Понякога се чувствам като пътник в собствения си живот. Всъщност, често се чувствам така. По-често, отколкото е здравословно. И докато чакам да стигна да следващата спирка, се смея изкусвено и насила, просто защото иначе трябва да ревна така че да не мога да спра с дни.

Напоследък ми се случиха доста гаднички работи. Не ми се пише сега за тях. Важното е, че сме живи и здрави, останалото се надявам, че някак ще се нареди.

Отделно от тези ситуации, за пореден път, а и сигурна съм не за последен, оставам ужасно разочарована от човек, на когото съм имала прекалено много незаслужено доверие. Не знам дали някога въобще се науча да преценям хората реално, без да се заслепявам от това, които ми се иска да са.

Всъщност, може би проблемът в крайна сметка наистина се свежда до това, че съм ужасно тъпа, грозна и задръстена, за да се интересува който и било от мен. Затова, лека нощ. И ми стискайте палци да се случи нещо хубаво.

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  1. о-о-о-о, я стига глупости! :-D сама не можеш да предположиш какво усмихнато и лъчезарно слънчичце си!!! всеки път, когато те чета, някак си ми идва усещането, че каквото има да става, в крайна сметка `всичко ще се оправи`! колкото и наивно да ти звучи, но този/тези, които са те разочаровали - е, ами просто тези хора е трябвало да преминат транцит през живота ти, и то - защото те не заслужават теб! проблемите… ех, кой ли ги няма. но пък винаги изгрява слънце, нали! :lol: не се ядосвай за нищо, бъди жива и здрава (че това е най-важното), обичай се, глези сама себе си, и да не ти пука за света, който има проблеми с теб! желая ти 1001 повода за щастливи усмивки, и не унивай повече, моля те…

    Comment by Niili — May 23, 2007 @ 3:23 am

  2. стига наистина. аз например те чета с удоволствие. и не си нито задръстена нито всичките други бла бла. просто ти трябва промяна и ако можещ да действаш радикално направи го. стискам ти палци :)

    Comment by wee — May 23, 2007 @ 4:30 am

  3. о-о-о-о, а шамарки?
    писах ти на скайп. обади се някак.
    и никакви такива да не съм чула повече, ясно? виж как те изкомандерих набързо ;)

    Comment by Lemon — May 23, 2007 @ 8:13 am

  4. Стига наистина! Случват се гадни неща, а понякога се случват и на готини хора като теб… Горе главата!!! Аз съм забелязала, че след такъв кофти период винаги идва хубавото… Прегръщам те силно, въпреки че не се познаваме, и ти пожелавам скоро да те застигне хубавото.
    А тия гадове дето те ядосват, само ми кажи кои са и ще ги бия!!!!! :o )

    Comment by Shorty — May 23, 2007 @ 9:43 am

  5. molia te, ne si misli takiva grozni raboti… ne si zaslujava. obadi se, ako ti se prikazva. moje i da doidesh na gosti, ako iskash.

    Comment by sofia — May 23, 2007 @ 11:22 am

  6. Ей, всички вие, толкова ме трогнахте, че чак ме разплакахте. Не очаквах някой да го прочете това, а камо ли да ми отдели време да ми напише толкова хубави неща.

    Niili: Хе, не знаех, че провокирам такива усещания с постоянното си мрънкане, оплакване, депресии … :) Радвам се много, че си ми писала. Наистина, здравето е най-важно. За заслужаването: е, хайде един пък да ме заслужи най-накрая; то знам, че съм недостижима за повечето, ама чак пък толкова. А за поводите, и един би ми стигнал…

    wee: Ако знаеш само колко много ми се иска да вярвам това, което си написал(а). Промяната обаче даже най-наложителна в случая. А и не ли всяка промяна най-вече в главите ни. Май ми трябва нова глава :) .

    Lemon: хаха, айде сега шамарки. ей! ще ти звънна по скайпа когато те видя там.

    Shorty: И аз съм го забелязалаа това с хубавото след лошото, ама май само при другите хора. С мен, shit happens and then it hits the fan. даже не знам как да го кажа по-добре на български, както никога. Гадовете и да ги набиеш, едва ли ще помогнеш много.

    sofia: ще ти се обадя. а ти ще ми дадеш ли телефона ти :) . пиши ми на lencheto в гмайл ако искаш

    Comment by Elena — May 23, 2007 @ 1:32 pm

  7. аз съм същата като теб…и на мен все нещо кофти ми се случва,но не ми пука,напред и това е,хубаво поне,че от малка се уча да се справям…ти си видяла повече,осъзнала си доста неща,ако наистина мислиш това,което си написала едва ли щеше да продължаваш :) целувам те и горе главата!

    Comment by kristina — May 30, 2007 @ 11:25 am

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